New Day

This is my first day studying in a Singapore school. Well, the students are quite friendly to us, though we are scholars. I've decided to join the School cross country as my CCA. Yeah, I've passed the music audition, and I am going to take the MEP-Music Programme. I will be taking Music in O Level. Cool! But, I am a bit worried that I couldn't follow the lessons. I don't know. It's just a sixth sense. It's ok. I'll try my best. Friends, Form 4 now. Your attitude affects your whole life. Change your attitudes. Catch up a positive attitude. You'll eventually change your life. Gambatte! Love u prefects in PCGHS!

Xin Run from Nanyang Girls' Boarding School.

My New Life~Nanyang Girls' Boarding School

Friends, my Internet access time is extremely limited. How are you guys? Miss all of you. How's school? My new life here would be busy. May be joining Cross-country as my CCA(Cocuriccular Activity). I might be busy, training, 3 times a week. But I'm still thinking of being a school prefect. Haiz. Guys, what do you think? I'm also planning to get the MEP Programme, which is a music learning programme. Going for the audition tomorrow. Gambatte! Hope I can pass the audition. Because, I love music. 祝我加油！

Xin Run

Winter season

Bored days. Two more days to stay over here. This morning, my brother and I made 'tangyuan'. We actually failed and the tangyuans stick together. Yuck! No choice, we had to eat them too. There still are quite much left. I don't care~just leave it! When I miss that 'yuck' thing, then I'll eat them.
Anything to do? I'm bored. Games? What are all my friends doing? Worrying about tomorrow? I'm awesome. I'm not worrying about that at all. Cause, it doesn't matter - to me.
Ok! I'm going for games. Deep freeze-miniclip. Yippee!

Exhausted!

Dying. Funerals. Sad. Leaving. Tears. Presents. Tissues. Thoughts. Whatever. I'm totally exhausted! My Aunt passed away a few weeks ago. We blessed for her. The funeral has ended. The dead body was sent to be burnt and to be turned into ashes. My Aunt's Granddaughter told her mum that she saw her Grandma. Her Grandma flew in the air at night. Then, her Grandma told her a couple of number. The six year-old child wasn't panic. She told her mum the numbers, and her mum gained money from the numbers. I don't know. Should I believe in such thing? Whatever. As long as it doesn't happen on me myself. Just, let it be. Aunt, we'll just mourn you. And, you'll always be in our minds. We love you. So you are.
I attended a three days training camp, organised by the Form 4 Prefects, which are my seniors. The situation was better than what I thought. But, the problem was, the pessimistic juniors. They were passive. They wouldn't listen to us, as their seniors. For most of the games, we lose. The games were not hard, but the spirit of gaming. What a pity! A group's not going to success without the cooperation of the members in it. 10 members. Why shan't we use every of us wisely? Enough. Everything's over. We can't change anything in the pass, but we can control our future. Future is ours. Let us take a brief break, and the engine of life is going to move on.
The night back from camp, I was sick. I had migraine. Again. I hate having migraine. But, having migraine, senses that I'm extremely TIRED! Frankly, I only slept for 3 hours during the second night in school. It was 1 am when I was about to sleep. That night was long. I even helped Hwe-ming to whiten her group members' white shoes, though that's not my group.
29th of November 2010, Special Thanks to all Form 3 Prefects, I love you all!! Thank you for the farewell...though it ended up with tears, I will always love you. Thank you for the presents. Thank you for the spaghetti, though it didn't taste so good to me, thank you very much! I love you all. I love the bag. I miss you all. Once again, thank you form 3!
One of the puppy at my Grandfather's house has died. It was MURDERED! Though the murderer didn't intend to murder the puppy, but you know how did it struggle, suffer before it died? Do you know how pain it was? Murderer: can't you just be CAREFUL? Why did you ever KILL an innocent puppy? Do you know how sad the puppy's mother feels? Of course, you can't feel that, because that's not your baby! What if your daughter dies? How would you feel? Your sadness will be the same as the bitch's! That pain is PERMANENT!
Puppy, I am so sorry. I can do nothing for you. Let us just mourn for your death. Puppy, 走好。

My Holiday Diary

One more day. Lazy day. I woke up at 10am this morning. But, still feeling tired. Frankly, 29 days more to leave my home. I bet that I'll miss everyone, everything over here. However, I look forward to my new life. I did dozens of Add Maths questions today. I realised that I have lots of daily tasks. Add Maths, English, Piano, Exercise, Newspaper, Computer, and one more thing to learn (not decided yet). Haha! This afternoon I went for shopping with my parents. Nothing much to talk about. We took lunch at Sushi King. Later, Dad bought a pair of sport shoes from New Balance, since we have a voucher each from participating Penang Bridge International Marathon (PBIM). Dad says that he has to help me brush up my Add Maths prior going to Singapore. I need to brush up my piano practical, also prior going to Singapore. So, now I am having Add Maths Marathon and 'Pianothon'.

When I was young, my mother brought me for ballet class. But, I didn't want to join. I denied it. Mum had no choice. But, now, I regret. I wish I were a ballerina. Would it be too late for me to learn ballet? Few days ago, I heard from my cousin sister that she's learning ballet. But, she is 16 this year. And, could she catch up with the steps in ballet class? Since she could learn ballet, why can't I? I'm younger than her for 1 year, and my body would  be more flexible. However, I felt quite sheepish to tell my mother about this. So, I made a decision. I wrote a note to her. The next day, she talked to me. She told me that ballet should be learnt by a young kid, when her bones and her body are still soft and flexible. And, I knew that I'd fail. But, what dad told me was, if I could cope with my studies, piano and all those stuff in Singapore, after a few months I've been there, and if I really want to learn, there's no harm learning one more stuff. And, may God bless, a ballerina was my mother's dream, I wish to at least learn something about ballet in my lifetime, before it's late. However, I know that I'm delaying. The elder I am, the harder it would be for me to learn such thing. Really, I regret. I wish time may go backwards. Go back at least ten years ago. Sorry, mum. You couldn't achieve your dream. I'm suppose to help you. But, I couldn't. Would my daughter learn ballet next time? God, I'm lost. Please, help me. I want to learn ballet. As that's my mum's dream. I don't want the same thing to occur on my daughter next time. But, I've no choice. What can I do? I only have a month here. The only thing I could do is, learn some basic ballet steps from the ballet tutorial videos online. But, I know, that's not enough. What about the ballet shoes?

Yi Qian: when you see this, don't be startled. As I told you, in my 15 years of lifetime, till now, the only thing that I regret about is, I didn't learn ballet.

I hate myself! Why didn't I accept my mother's idea, to learn ballet? Otherwise, today, I'd be enjoying the joyfulness and the beauty of ballet. SORRY, I FAILED! Would my dream reveal?

When Holiday Starts

When holiday starts........ I feel so boring! It's just few days since holiday has started. My holiday timetable? But, what to do? If I were to really arrange my holiday and list out my tasks, I would faint! And, next, we'll meet in the hospital. Now, I'm just trying on some easy tasks, such as Add maths. Haha! It was quite fun. But, I have to thank my father, he is the one who always goes through my Add Maths, and always guides me. Secondly, English. I MUST have my English keep improving! Holly! How? Will I get English phobia? I hope not. I start to collect some English articles or passages to read everyday, in order to finish my everyday task. Everyday, my work repeat, Piano, English, Add Maths, and INTERNET! Yea, I love surfing the Internet. But, sometimes I feel boring, because my fellow friends are not online. I don't know why, facebook gets more active at night, especially after 11pm. Nowadays, teenagers torture their organs, especially liver...Do you know that our liver has more than 500 functions in our body? And, its rest time starts at 11pm everyday. So, we shouldn't hesitate to go to bed earlier.

Umm...anything else? Yea, it's 5pm. I'm going to take a nap. Tomorrow's marathon. Alright. That's all for today. We'd call this today. Bye! happy HOLIDAY! Friends, see you tomorrow!

The Last Day

Today, is a sad, but happy day. I feel sad, because I'd never gather with my fellow friends in class or in school anymore. What a pity. It's like my life has ended and I lost something, but I actually learnt something. I've learnt about friendship. I received many souvenirs from my friends, even a card from my teacher. I felt touched by those presents. I found out that I am still remembered by my fellow friends. I feel that I am still being loved by them. I think, I shall remember all the times we'd passed altogether, in PCGHS. I shall never forget about my life in here. And, friends, when the bell of the last day, the last period, the last moment rings, we all have to leave, we must be separated, would we still be friends forever? Would we still remember each other?

But, I learnt something else today. My friends and I were brought to Sand Paradise Hotel and we enjoyed our morning. We listened to Mr. Edmund Tan's briefing, he taught us how to build sand castles, and related the team building work with our life. Once more, I was reminded, time is life, and life has to be useful. I shouldn't waste our time, as we shouldn't waste our life. Don't do anything useless. If you want to attempt to do something, just do it the best!

Ganbatte! Xin Run! Let's go! Achieve your dream!